i need a vacation really badly…i just want to get away. the last time i did that when i went to europe for a couple of weeks, i came back a completely different person. so i guess the next best thing i can do it just take a mental break, which is exactly what i’ll be doing.

i haven’t done anything so i’m tired of unnecessary wars and fighting and “side-choosing”. especially when i purposely chose to stay quiet for that reason. its disappointing when nothing gets created into something and that something is blown up.

oh, and im perfectly capable of handling myself. 

that is all for now.